guys guys gUYS I MET CHRIS COLFER AND I THINK I EMBARRASSED MYSELF OMG IT WAS AMAZING AND HE IS MORE BEAUTIFUL AND PERFECT IN PERSON

okay so after running on a total of 7 hours of sleep over the past 3 days and waiting in the kinda humid heat wave in the city at union square as it got later in the morning and the fear that gloria and i were beyond the cut off point by like 8 people because we only go there at 8:30 with the bookstore opening at 10 but we GOT IN DLNDSLK and buying the book and then came back at like 1 and had to sit AAAAAAALLLLL the way in the back of the signing, which was better for the signing of the book itself because there were hundreds of less people when we went up. i had rehearsed in my seat for about 3 hours of a mental essay i was going to tell chris in literally 2 seconds and told myself not to panic, but i completely choked up once i got to the edge of the table, made a weird face of joy when chris acknowledged my existence by saying “hi” and i barely got out the generic phrase “i just want to thank you so much for everything you’ve done” to which he replied “my pleasure” i was shaking and freaking out and i felt stupid for not saying more/less/something more original and i am literally dead right now you have no idea

oh and gloria the lucky bitch got to shake his hand she said but i wasn’t even paying attention and she was right after me too but i don’t know if she said anything to him because she’s not in the fandom and barely watches the show

and then living 20 minutes away from the city i got home in time to watch “watch what happens live” and i couldn’t and still can’t grasp the fact that i saw this amazing human being only about 2 and 1/2 hours before

even though i had read/listened to parts of the book on here i wanted my first “real” experience with it where there was not hundreds of people singing off-key and screaming so i will read it tomorrow

get the book and go to a signing if you have the opportunity it is worth the wait